December 2011
28 posts
My sister said
“I like to watch porn while I’m taking a shit”
note to self:
there is a difference between feeling the pain and wallowing. you can hurt without withdrawing yourself from your life or running away from the problem. pain is a necessary part of life, it lets you know you’re alive.
it's a good day when
i can get my hair this big =]
happy
i feel so much better since i’ve been eating right, taking vitamins, and actually taking my meds properly. hmm who would of known? lol
i’m wearing my coat to bed. my room is that cold.
i fill the voids in my life with
ebay and working out =]
whoa
i loved the things you use to say to me.
not you.
thanks for spoon feeding me bullshit.
go fuck yourself.
=]
the night of thoughts
i was the most alone when i was in relationships. i’ve never had this sense of a support system as i do now. i have reached a new level of connection with my real friends. it’s funny how friendships are survival of the fittest. all the crappy weak ones eventually weed their way out. we have falling outs with some people to make new falling ins with others. time is an interesting...
wisdom with age?
Hate=not being over it
hurt=need to fucking move on
wanting to shank a bitch=you’re hurt
indifference/apathy = over it
“People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed,...”
– Audrey Hepburn
my granny use to say
“good or bad everything comes to an end”
adelphi university
even tho this school is made up mostly of frat boys and sorority girls it isn’t that bad here. I’ve never been so friendly with my classmates walking around on campus. it’s weird saying hi to people and getting acknowledged. by no means would i say i’m friends with anyone but at least not everyone is a douche.
forcing myself to be positive. even tho the whole power behind positive thinking thing pisses me off.
while i'm alone and blue as can be
dream a little dream of me
nothing feels right.
overwhelmed